To write or NOT to write that is the question... I am pondering this morning.. pondering about why, why write a blog.. why I wrote and started this blog years ago. It's not that I don't have a lot to say or express.. oh there are many thoughts whirling around this scattered brain. It's why.
What is the motivation.
Is it worth it
who reads it
does it matter if it is just one
what if I look dumb
I will offend someone... it always happens.. there is always one. two. 20?
Am I scared?
Should that stop me?
But I'm scared ... that's it I'm scared.. I'm afraid my thoughts will be judged, stomped on, mercifully torn apart in the world we live in of lopsided grace of free thought and speech.
I've been hurt before, my heart aches and my heart is wounded from being transparent and trusting others with my thoughts and life happenings.
So I guess I have put up a wall of protection and stopped writing the fun, the good, the ugly and thus why this blog has sat with sporadic posts, and I'm not sure why I'm getting that tug on my heart to start back up.
But there you have it please feel free to comment and share.